Friday, January 26, 2007

Oh what a week....

When it rains it pours...

Last week BD had to go on a last minute trip to MA....he left on Friday...returning on Monday. Sunday I get a phone call that his mom is in the hospital and we need to get someone there to take care of his dad. His dad is handicapped and needs someone with him most of the time.

Well fast forward to today...

Mom is still in the hospital...no one is telling us anything. I call and the nurses don't have any information for me. They even transferred her and didn't tell anyone. Then when I called this morning they thought that I was off my nut. I said that I didn't realize that she had been moved...and the nurse said that I had already called there this morning and didn't I remember that? I told her no...I didn't call....it must have been her other daughter.....which then confused the nurse. But still no information about how she's doing. I wish I was there to talk to the doc face to face and find out what is going on...why does it have to be such a huge secret? I just don't understand...

Dad is here at my house with our family so that he has someone to take care of him. We are just trying to slip him into our daily schedule...make him feel like our lives are not getting disrupted with him being here. He always feels like a burden since his stroke....and it's so hard to explain to him that he's not a burden...it just takes an adjustment period to get everyone used to new arrangements...

We are planning on him being here permanantly and ideally bring mom down here as well. I don't know how realistic that is....but I can hope and pray that it's possible.

Well enough of being a downer....I need some coffee....

Sunday, January 14, 2007

I have started a new SU! blog!!

To showcase my SU! side of life...so this will be my homelife and when I want to bitch blog...and the other one will be about my business and my classes and whatnot...

check it out at

Inksanity

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

A new year ... a new me?

Probably not. I say every year that this will be the year...the year that it all changes...the year I get the old me back. It never happens. I'm still the same old me...the boring me...the fat me. I get rid of my skinny clothes....and buy more fat clothes. Every year. The fat clothes then become the skinny clothes.....and then I have to buy fatter clothes. It is horrible.

I can't even shop in regular stores anymore unless it's Wally World and even then I usually can't find anything that fits. I hate having to shop in "plus size" stores. They don't carry fashionable clothes...or if they do carry them they expect you to pay twice the amount that they should be priced at just because you relaly have no other choice unless you are going to make your own things. Why they think that it's justified to charge $80 for a shirt I have no idea....and when did denim get so expensive that you have to pay $100 for a pair of plain old jeans? Maybe I'm cheap...who knows.

So maybe this will be the year....the year that I don't make any promises that I know that I'll break....the year that I don't compare myself to all my skinny friends....the year that I don't base my self worth on my dress size.....

maybe this will be the year....

Sunday, December 31, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

What a great night!!

Last night was BD's company party. We got all gussied up...left the TTs with a friend...and headed out to the club. They had the party at a private club downtown. It was decorated very nicely with lighted garland and holly up the grand stairs - which BD pointed out are the stairs in the house of my dreams...and he's right. The stairs went from a large grand staircase to a landing where the stairs split and went up to the second floor....it was gorgeous. They had a photographer in the front room taking photos of the couples as they arrived in front of the tree...we should get a copy of that in January some time. We went and collected our name tags (ugh) and drink tickets (yay) and headed upstairs so that we wouldn't have to hobnob with the execs.

The food was good...prime rib...shrimp...vegetables...cheese....it was a good selection..the spinach spanikopitas were delightful...the prime rib wasn't bad...but a little tougher than I like...and the shrimp was bland...but that's okay cause the sauce was spicy.

We got to see most of our friends that BD work with.....and a few that aren't friends but we saw them anyway. Ever have one of those people in your life that every time you see them they tend to just hover around you....you try to end a conversation and they still talk to you...it's enough to drive you crazy...but after a few drinks it's much easier to tolerate.

We had a good time...with only one small moment of oddity. While I was standing in line to get a refill on my beverage...a woman got in line behind me. She remarked that she saw me in the other room and loved my top. I thanked her. She then proceeded to tell me that she just had to come over and pet me....then she actually petted my arm!!! It was strange and amusing at the same time...BD came over and asked me if I knew her...I did not. I told him that I guess it was nice to have someone who wants to pet you. It was so strange...I've never had anyone tell me that they wanted to pet me before......I guess there's a first for everything!!

We had a few more drinks....chatted with a few more people we knew....and then we went home. It was a nice night out...and a virtually painless work function experience!!

Friday, December 15, 2006

Here's something I haven't done in a long time....

tried out for a DT.....and not just one...but 2...both calls ended today. One is a kit club and the other is a manufacturer. I've been in such a slump lately that I'm sure that I'll get passed over for both of them...but I figured I had to at least apply since one is my favorite company and the other is my favorite embellishment!!

On another stressfull note tomorrow is BD's company christmas party. Luckily I know a few of the wives that will be there so I won't be there alone wondering who the hell everyone is. It should be fun...and the menu is amazing!!! I think that I'll be eating about $50 worth of prime rib....and the spinach spanikopitas - I'm drooling already....I can't wait.

I bought a shirt for the party...it's silver and sparkly...one of my gals said she's going to put me in the middle of the dance floor and spin me...like a disco ball!!! I'm afraid that it might throw off the earth's gravitational pull if we do that..but she seems to be secure in the thought that we will be safe....goof.

I'm not done my christmas shopping...and I'll burn in hell for all eternity for not doing it before now...but I am so over the whole christmas thing right now...it's hard to stay in the spirit when they started christmas before halloween this year.

The in-laws land in T minus 5 days.......that's a whole nother post...I'm glad that BD is going to have his family here for the week.....the kids are going to be thrilled when they find out who is coming (they don't know that they're going to be here)...but it is also very sad for me because my mom won't be here...

I hope that everyone is having a happy holiday season....

Thursday, December 14, 2006

things that make you go DUH!!

BD and I have often talked about the stupid things that people do that make you want to ram your head repeatedly against a wall. Making a left turn from the right lane....asking if you want an order to go when you are in the drive thru (nope think I'll eat it here thanks)....well today was my day.

I was prepared to go and get some running around done while the TTs were in school and BD was at work...before everyone is home for christmas break and all. So after dropping the kids in car line I head to BK for some much needed energy in a styrofoam cup. Their coffee is like motor oil so always get a bag of sugar and creamers to put in it. So I'm in the drive thru and I get my coffee...I pull away from the window and pull into a parking space so I can fix my coffee. I'm putting the sugar in...then start adding the creamers....I add one...throw the container in the trash bag....add another...throw the container in the trash bag....add another....and another....and then I took one...dumped the container into the bag instead of the cup...throw the container away.....duh....I started stuffing napkins into the bag so that the creamer wouldn't get through the bag and onto the carpet in my car....arghhhhhh.

Stupid...party of one...your table is ready.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Wow...is it december already??

I can't believe that it December...when did November get so short? We just had Halloween didn't we? Oh yeah...we did have Thanksgiving in there didn't we....

Well the lights are up and you can see the glow from the highway. We've had people stop and see the lights...no accidents yet..but we still have a good month before they come down.

We are slowly getting the decorations up inside...that should be done by the weekend.

Christmas cards are made...addressed...stamped...and ready to mail. I'm behind the game this year...but at least they were done before Christmas.

Well it's a short and non-informative one for now....ttfn!!

Friday, November 24, 2006

Today I am the world's best mom!!

Well at least I will be on Christmas morning when my little one opens up the TMX Elmo I just scored online!!! I didn't want to pay ebay prices...and figured that I would get him one for his birthday in the spring when sanity resumes in the toy world and you would be able to buy one of those demon dancers for under $50 again....then I got the email...KBToys.com would have them for sale at 1pm EST today...online only...well needless to say I was online at 11:55 my time to click my way to sainthood and grab one of those elusive little gigglers.

So now $51 later after shipping I am doing the snoopy dance in the living room while BD is outside putting up the light spectacle...


I mean spectacular......

okay no I really meant spectacle.....


So now I sit in all my glowing momminess....and cut up ribbon from my recent SU! order to get it bagged up...of course I am missing a spool...but it should be here monday.....and all will be right with the world again....

Monday, November 20, 2006

If I don't like the photos...I'm not buying the photos!!

It seems like an easy answer....obviously not.

We went to get the yearly family portrait for christmas cards. We got the boys dressed....ourselves dressed....headed over the mountain to the studio....the boys BEHAVED for the entire shoot (priceless in my book since it never happens). You would think that the day is golden and nothing could go wrong, it has just been that smooth....until it's time to get the photos back.

The pictures are overexposed. They are out of focus. Bottom line....I don't like them. The girl at the studio tries to tell me that the photos are fine and I will like them much better once I get them home and in a frame....well let me tell you a little secret.......

ugly photo = ugly photo

ugly photo in nice frame = ugly photo

notice how there's no difference there?? People don't look at your pictures and say "well that frame sure is nice"......how absurd.

So to the girl's suprise I demanded a refund and gave her back the hideous pictures. I rescheduled for later this week...yay. Hopefully the boys will behave again..but twice in one week may be more than I can hope to expect. We are certainly using a different photographer so hopefully that will rectify the situation.

I hate being bitchy...but photos cost so much to have done that if you aren't happy then you aren't happy. Well today I was not happy....and that might make me a total bitch...but I want my money's worth....and I plan on getting it!!

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

I've been a blog slacker

I know I haven't been posting as regularly as I could be....things are so busy and getting busier every day.

We just had Halloween parties at the boys' school and now I am helping host the Thanksgiving party on thursday of this week......thank goodness we only have to make some cookies. Next comes the Christmas party...which I'm in charge of as well. I am also doing classes in the next couple of weeks...I actually have 4 people signed up to make christmas cards (yay!!) and am hoping for a couple more by the deadline on friday. I am also planning a gifts class..hopefully I can get the flyer done for that and get them out. Figure in the laundry...shopping...taxiing the kids around....scrapping commitments....I think I have an extra 10 or 15 minutes somewhere between now and the new year.

My mom is doing much better...kinda. She's still out of work...and still on bedrest...but her spirits are higher and she's coming to terms with the limited mobility. She's eating and getting to her appointments...so I can't ask for much more. She's bored out of her mind...but she'll survive. I bet next time she'll think twice before falling off a loading dock won't she?? (that was a joke in case you aren't sure...I"m sure she'll never do it again...)

Well I've used up all the extra time allotted to me for today...so off I go...

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

My mom...

I think of my mom often. She's so vibrant, so alive, so independant.






And right now she is so incapacitated.

Last week I found out that my mom fell at work and broke her leg. Not only did she break her leg but she tore her ACL, MCL, broke her tibia, and has fluid accumulating under the kneecap. She's going to be out of work until at least January. She's never been out of work that long in her life!! She only has one bathroom...and of course it's on the second floor of the house, so she is spending a lot of time in her bedroom.

She is heavily medicated at this point, so she's been in a pretty good mood. Though I can assure you that once the meds wear off she won't be so pleasant!! She is getting by with people coming by and helping out with meals and such. My uncle who I just found out is getting a divorce is supposed to move in and he will be able to take care of her and get her to appointments.

It really kills me that I can't be there to take care of her. Be the savior that she was while I was growing up. Just be able to show up and tell her not to worry, I'm here to save the day and I'll take care of everything. It sucks being so far away from her. I'm constantly wondering who is going to make sure she eats....who's going to take her to the doctor...who's going to help her get dressed. Ever since Micheal died earlier this year I just worry about her so much. She doesn't have anyone to take care of her. For the first time in her life she's alone...


and there's nothing I can do about it.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Moms don't get sick!!!

Well at least they're not supposed to....cause there's no one to take care of them when they are sick and have to take care of everyone else. I woke up last night shortly after falling asleep with a horrible stomach virus. Of course BD is on travel...the TTs have to go to school...there just isn't time for me to be sick right now. I'll be sick later when it's more convenient for everyone.......

I have to go and do some laundry.....

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Leaving on a jet plane......

BD left today. We were able to snuggle with the boys this morning before they had to go to school....then BD and I went and had breakfast together after dropping them off at school. It was nice...just the two of us. That doesn't happen much so we savor those times that we can do that. Luckily the next few days that BD will be gone the TTs are in school, so I will be able to get some things done while they are gone during the mornings.

Before having my boys, I never thought about how hard things are to do when you have kids. You have to do things when they are asleep or at school so that you don't have them underfoot while trying to get things done...it's insane. I leave them for a minute and they start tearing up the house or each other. I would have never expected that before having them....now of course it seems like our own special version of "normal". Whatever normal means.

I'm preparing schedules for classes. I have a few things in mind that will be perfect for presents for teachers gifts, or just presents for that special person who appreciates a handmade gift. You know...when you care enough to make the very best!! I still have to work on the flyers but other than that and the supplies getting ordered I'm pretty well set.

I think I might go buy some paint....time to paint the bathroom....

Thursday, October 19, 2006

What do you get?

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Indigestion


Today I went to lunch with two of my friends. We sat down to eat...and I watched my best friend commit assault on a french fry. She took the fry and put it in the ketchup...then dragged that poor unsuspecting fry right through her frosty!! I cringed in horror. That is not fair towards the chocolate at all!! Now I tried passing it off as her pregnancy giving her odd cravings....but she assured me that she has been eating them like that for years!! It's just not natural...she insisted that the salty and the sweet and the tangy all taste great together...I will have to take her word for it.

Next time Tanya and I will pick the restaurant.

Monday, October 16, 2006

WAHOO SU! Winter Mini!!!

The new Winter Mini catalog was posted today for the demos to drool over. I can't wait for this to be available. There are so many versatile sets that are in it...as well as a new tag punch!! The paper....the ribbon.....the drool puddle is growing ever larger under my chin!!

I already have ideas of stamp camps floating in my head....the projects abound!!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Under the Sea...

we went to the aquarium and the boys had a great time. We broke down and bought a membership....an incentive to go back more often. Most of my photos turned out to be crap...now that I know not to hold the camera at an angle...they should be better in the future...but here are a few of what I was able to get..















We had lunch at the Choo Choo Hotel and the boys of course loved riding the trolley. While heading to the Garden to eat, we ran into friends of ours that also had taken their boys up for the day. We decided to eat lunch together then we parted ways. We just thought it was funny that we were away from home and ran into each other.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

It's over It's over....and other musings...

Well the festival went off without any huge hitches. It was a great day weather wise and we had a good time. The parade was small, but the band of course got a great response. Hopefully next year we won't fall at the beginning of fall break and the crowds will be bigger. We're having our wrap up meeting to discuss what worked and what didn't so we can plan better for next year. You would think as this was the 26th year that this would be down to a science by now.

After the festival was over on saturday, I headed out to the camping rally that BD and the TTs were attending without me. They went up on thursday, so by saturday some of the other rally attendees were asking BD if "things were okay with us"...I find that slightly amusing. I calmed everyone's fears when I showed up that things are going well. We spent the rest of the weekend playing games and going for walks with the kids. We left on monday morning.

We were very sad to find out that one of the couples in our club is selling their unit and will not be camping anymore. They might make day trips to join the group for meals when we are out, but they won't be camping anymore. We know that Willard is having trouble seeing these days, and Viola can't haul the trailer, but they will be very very missed.

On Tuesday we were getting ready to leave and put the TTs in the van. I opened the garage door and got in....BD climbed in and we started to back up...I heard the most crushing sound that I have ever heard in my entire life. It was the noticeable sound of metal on metal, and it had the distinct twang of nails on a chalkboard. It was the sound of my van driving into my garage door. I'm almost in tears even thinking about it. The door came down just enough when it opened to catch the top part of my hatch door and leave a nice ding and a couple of clear coat scratches. We got the door (I say we...I mean BD) bent back into shape so that it would open and close without any problems. The people who installed the doors came out and said they could replace the panel for $150. The body shop said they can fix the dent for $350. I'm not fixing anything right now. But at least I know how much it will be if I decide to do it.

The boys are on fall break...we are planning on a day trip at the end of the week to the aquarium. We'll see how the rest of our week goes before we commit to anything.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

There is a special place in hell for this asshole and his followers to rot in.....

I'm usually not so abrupt in my writing, but this just got me riled today.....




Anti-Gay Kansas Church May Cancel Protests at Funerals for Slain Amish Girls

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

The controversial anti-homosexual Westboro Baptist Church of Topeka, Kan., plans to stage a protest at the funerals of the five Amish girls executed in their Pennsylvania school, according to a flyer posted on the church's Web site.

The church is protesting the funerals because of the attendance of Pennsylvania Gov. Ed Rendell, who has spoken out against the church publicly, the flyer says. Both Amish and non-Amish residents of Lancaster County — where the shooting took place — have vowed to not allow any protesters anywhere near the funeral services.

But the daughter of the church's pastor, Rev. Fred Phelps, told FOXNews.com on Wednesday the church would cancel the protests if given media time on radio and television as a platform to espouse Westboro's beliefs.

"We're not going to any of the Amish funerals — that's the agreement we're making — that we won't go to any of them," Shirley Phelps-Roper told FOXNews.com.

Phelps-Roper defended the church's decision to protest at the Amish girls' funerals.

"Those Amish people, everyone is sitting around talking about those poor little girls — blah, blah, blah — they brought the wrath upon themselves," Phelps-Roper said, adding that the Amish "don't serve God, they serve themselves."


On Monday, Charles Carl Roberts IV killed five girls — Naomi Rose Ebersole, 7; Anna Mae Stoltzfus, 12; Marian Fisher, 13; Mary Liz Miller, 8; and her sister Lena Miller, 7 — in a rural Amish schoolhouse in Lancaster County, Pa.

Donald Kraybill, a professor of sociology at Elizabethtown College in Lancaster County, Pa., calls the church's plans a publicity stunt.

"I don't think there's any connection between the Amish incident and their agenda. They just want to get in the spotlight," Kraybill said. "It's giving them national attention and it's a cheap and easy and really terrible way to gain some visibility."

The church's latest flyer, posted on its Web site, www.godhatesfags.com, notes these protests will be against Rendell for "slanderous" statements against the church.

Westboro's latest rhetoric is in line with the other beliefs of it's 70 church members, who hold that the deaths of U.S. troops are God's punishment for America's tolerance of homosexuality.

The Westboro Baptist Church has made its name demonstrating at the funerals of soldiers killed in the Iraq war. Their controversial and colorful placards proclaim their anti-gay stance with slogans such as "Thank God for Dead Soldiers," "America Is Doomed" and "Soldier Fag in Hell."

Before it garnered national attention, the church made its name around Kansas, where 16 years ago, it started protested the funerals of AIDS victims. And while their demonstrations of late have focused on the funerals of U.S. soldiers, Westboro church members have taken their picket signs to the memorials for the 12 Sago miners who perished in January in West Virginia.

Earlier this year, prompted by the church protests, Congress passed a law that banned protesters from military funerals at federal cemeteries. More than a dozen states have passed similar legislation creating protest-free buffer zones around cemeteries during funerals.

Phelps-Roper told FOXNews.com in February that the church has a right to protest.

"We are delivering a message," Phelps-Roper said. "God is punishing this nation and he is using the IED [improvised explosive device] as his weapon of choice."

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Now that's ironic...

TT#1 came home from school last week and told me that we were having Benji over for the weekend. Benji we soon found out was the class mascot...a stuffed bear. We had to take pictures of activities with Benji and then write a journal entry about what we all did.

Easy right? You would think so. BD even made a comment about doing a pop-out page in the journal to make it really cool...you know....since I'm a scrapbooker and all.

Well let's see....last night I was printing out photos on some textured cardstock since the printer wouldn't take the photo paper (for whatever tempermental reason it has now to not work right)....doing a handwritten and chipboard title...no pop-out....no cool photos....just handwriting and chipboard.....BD said it looked nice...but we all know what that means....certainly not my best work by any stretch of the imagination.

Why is it that he's the one in school....but I'm the one doing the homework?????