Thank you all for the emails and comments...

about last night's post...

I know that I have so much to be thankful for...and that I am not without *some* kind of talent or I would not have acheived what I have so far...It's nice to know that so many of you think so much of me.

In the back of my head I know that my statements make last night's post look totally like a *PVM*...but the voice in the front of my head is telling me that I truly suck and everything that I have accomplished is a fluke...as unreasonable as that sounds...it's just the way I feel...